My thoughts are my company

two hours left before my chicha, wanna some harm…feeling bored; bored of sitting on the same place for the last 5 min, bored of writing this post …just bored… had a lot to do but chosen to do fuck all today, seen what a holiday look like and found a may like it…never been so lazy even trying hard to not be…isn’t me!…missing my girl…it may be a relief to write …i’ll keep on..may take time to see a change…wanna sleep and get blacked out …wanna relax…have a laugh and a chichha…i may order a tea; a green one…am thinking of a book i read yesterday…i need to finish it by today…shall i go for my jogging….been awake last night and been on bad mood all the day along…becoming more frequent lately..don’t know what to do…tried everything, but none worked…hate doctors…i may got back to my pills even though …read my article again and felt……..may need some excitements…routine is killing me…it is not stress or tiredness… don’t know….